Do you know how it feels like to be the worthless one in the group of your friends? Yes you’re there, yes you exist but your existence doesn’t matter at all. You’re visible but it’s like being invisible. You feel alone when you’re with your friends. You hate seeing people because seeing people is a realization of how worthless you are compared to people. Can anyone relate?

Do you know how it feels like to be the worthless one in the group of your friends? Yes you’re there, yes you exist but your existence doesn’t matter at all. You’re visible but it’s like being invisible. You feel alone when you’re with your friends. You hate seeing people because seeing people is a realization of how worthless you are compared to people. Can anyone relate?

I don’t get one. 
I wish I wasn’t so damn trusting, then I wouldn’t get hurt. 
I just fall in love so easily. 
Now I’m hurt… in the real way, where my heart is.
Eventually I’m just gonna be so fucking numb and all cried out. 
I just wanna die at this point. 
I hate feeling like this. 
Im just tired.

I don’t get one.
I wish I wasn’t so damn trusting, then I wouldn’t get hurt.
I just fall in love so easily.
Now I’m hurt… in the real way, where my heart is.
Eventually I’m just gonna be so fucking numb and all cried out.
I just wanna die at this point.
I hate feeling like this.
Im just tired.

I see people everyday giving me nasty looks, just because I’m not a size 3. I hear people talk behind my back about how I need to stop eating some much. I see people in the hallways getting bullied and harassed about their weight and the way they look and I’m getting pretty sick of it. I’m use to this, I’ve dealt with this my whole life but, listen… it’s bullshit how people will take so much time and effort to bully someone for being big. Like, seriously… grow up. I like being big, I’m glad I’m not a size 2 or 3. Yeah, sometimes I wish I could fit into all the stuff other girls wear but, whatever? So, if you are going through a situation where a person or people are calling you fat or that you need to lose weight. You have five fingers and one of them is to be put in good use. Be youse of. You’re beautiful, in every single way and be proud of what you look like. Don’t listen to anyone else, because they aren’t you. Keep your head up high and show off your curves. 💅 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

I see people everyday giving me nasty looks, just because I’m not a size 3. I hear people talk behind my back about how I need to stop eating some much. I see people in the hallways getting bullied and harassed about their weight and the way they look and I’m getting pretty sick of it. I’m use to this, I’ve dealt with this my whole life but, listen… it’s bullshit how people will take so much time and effort to bully someone for being big. Like, seriously… grow up. I like being big, I’m glad I’m not a size 2 or 3. Yeah, sometimes I wish I could fit into all the stuff other girls wear but, whatever? So, if you are going through a situation where a person or people are calling you fat or that you need to lose weight. You have five fingers and one of them is to be put in good use. Be youse of. You’re beautiful, in every single way and be proud of what you look like. Don’t listen to anyone else, because they aren’t you. Keep your head up high and show off your curves. 💅 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

Im so lonely..
Im so stupid 
Im so done of having so much harsh people

I’ve should’ve died in the hospital 
If i did that would someone rescue me?

Im so alone 
I cant even find the one,
I see everyone together
And im the only one who’s alone

Im so lonely..
Im so stupid
Im so done of having so much harsh people

I’ve should’ve died in the hospital
If i did that would someone rescue me?

Im so alone
I cant even find the one,
I see everyone together
And im the only one who’s alone

Ich wünschte ich könnte es.. aus diesem #Teufelskreis raus und normal sein. aber wieso #bestraft uns die Welt so..? Jeden #Abend diese verfickten #Gedanken, die eh keiner versteht. niemand. nichmal so ein #Seelenklemptner. 😣💔 #scheißleben #fucked #Fucksociety #Hatepeople #Hass #Depressed #Suicidal #Ritzen #Ana #allone #Help

Ich wünschte ich könnte es.. aus diesem #Teufelskreis raus und normal sein. aber wieso #bestraft uns die Welt so..? Jeden #Abend diese verfickten #Gedanken, die eh keiner versteht. niemand. nichmal so ein #Seelenklemptner. 😣💔 #scheißleben #fucked #Fucksociety #Hatepeople #Hass #Depressed #Suicidal #Ritzen #Ana #allone #Help

(Quelle: shidoxnworld)

the little girl that runs through out the park with her hair in pigtails wearing bright colors and laughing  turned into the girl who is scared to socialize, the girl that walks down the school halls staring at the ground not wanting to get judged or talked to, the girl who often sits in the back of the class thinking about death, also the girl that cries herself to sleep everynight😣😔😣😔 that girl is me .-.
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the little girl that runs through out the park with her hair in pigtails wearing bright colors and laughing turned into the girl who is scared to socialize, the girl that walks down the school halls staring at the ground not wanting to get judged or talked to, the girl who often sits in the back of the class thinking about death, also the girl that cries herself to sleep everynight😣😔😣😔 that girl is me .-.
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